I met people who are bindass, proving themselves carefree, no worries, no tension but as far as i know this world, No one is so bindass. Everyone is bothered about something or other about him/her self. Its easy to say "SO WHAT", "WHO Cares", "My Foot", "I don't think so" toany one's perception but things start to change when this becomes common perception about you. This perception could be about your attitude, your looks, or about any small damn thing; it starts worrying you.
Why i am thinking or sharing this?
Actually i was bit free in office and somehow this thought started flying in my mind which i tried controlling but failed, and the thought was Do I Like Myself ?
So there was a question to answer, which at first felt very silly but it was not that stupid. Situation became like that of a TV commercial where different celebrities asking themselvesthat "Have I made it large". With, me the condition was more worse; Question was not about doing it was about liking. This could be a serious issue which could take someone to the verge of depression.
Even after a long struggle I didn't found a single point in my favour. I count a lot on my reasoning and argumentative skills but nothing was working. Feeling was not good, if i can't find a single reason of self liking then how come my friends, family and colleagues can like me? Do they just show? tonnes of questions started piling and i was answer less.
Waiting for an answer from within or anywhere......
